Easter Sunday: Living the Questions—What Do You Want?

When I turned forty, I was busy raising our two kids and serving on the leadership team of a little church in Bristol, England. My life contained so much goodness. And yet, there was this vague restlessness itching away at me. It got so strong that when we made a trip back home to Philadelphia to visit, I went to see my old spiritual director. After listening to me for a while, she said, “Anne, I think God is asking you a question: what do you want?” I began to cry. For years, I had been asking God that question. Now, God was turning the tables and asking me.

If you dig deep enough, you can trace back most of your decisions back to a core desire.

I remember being over at the Hardy house and Finn, their dog, came over to me. I said, “I love Finn”, and Katie said, “He is needing a new home.” 

I found myself very interested in this possibility, but also very nervous. Would another dog at this time in my life be a good thing? Could I do right by him? Could I properly train and care for him? 

We arranged for Finn to come live with me for a trial visit and I got to know him. I realized that this would be inconvenient. It would require patience. It would be difficult for me to travel. And I’d be right back to having a house with a shabby couch, dog hair and muddy paw prints. A the end of the trial period, it came down to this: I wanted this dog MORE than I wanted convenience. More than I wanted ease. More than I wanted a spotless house. I recognized that my life feels more complete when I share it with an animal. And this animal, in particular, had won my heart.

We think being a Christian is about belief, but really, it’s about desire.

While it was still dark, Mary arrived at the empty tomb. She was in a state of deep distress. The one she loved had been taken from her in life, and now, also, in death. When Jesus appeared to her, she didn’t recognize him. He was so unassuming that she mistook him for a gardener. This mysterious figure asked Mary, “Whom do you seek?”

After listening to her story, he spoke her name, “Mary.”
It was as if those giant stadium lights were switched on inside her. Joy coursed through her body. She ran back as fast as she could to tell the other disciples: “I have seen the Lord. He is Risen!” The fulfillment of her deepest desire had come! 

The burning question of Easter is not “Why did Jesus have to die?” or, “What is your view of atonement?” It’s the question that Jesus asked of Mary, “What are you searching for? Whom are you seeking? What do YOU want, at the deepest, truest part of your being?”

Deep peace and blessing,
— Anne

Rev. Anne Baxter Smith
Pastor, Church at Southpoint

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Sun Apr 16 
Fresh Hope
Acts 2:14a, 22-32 / 1 Peter 1:3-9
Service at Sunnyside 

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At Southpoint, it all begins with God’s love. Just as a plant grows, it receives sunshine, so we grow as we receive God’s love. At Southpoint, we are growing in our capacity to love God, ourselves, one another, and creation.

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