Luke 15: 1-3, 11b-32
I have a paper bag in my closet that holds pieces of handmade pottery that have been accidentally broken. I haven’t parted with them because I love them. They each tell a story, they each hold memories. I hold hope for them: someday, I will make something new out of them. Someday, I will repair them. Or make a mosaic out of them. Their broken state in no way reduces my fondness for these pieces.
We feel regret when we break something – a heart, a promise, a word. It’s painful to realize you’ve made a mistake. Painful to know you hurt something or someone you love, or maybe you’ve hurt yourself.
When we make a mistake, it feels uncomfortable. There are so many ways of dealing with this discomfort: hiding, minimizing, justifying, blaming, punishing, making space for the discomfort, owning, apologizing, making amends.
Sometimes it takes a long time to admit we’ve made a mistake, or that we’ve lost our way and are in need of help. Like the prodigal son, it can be so hard to turn around, go home and ask for help. Why did he have to get so low before he headed home? How did the fear of admitting he made a mistake get so big, so disabling? What might make it easier to admit mistakes?
Finally, the pain of being hungry and eating pig food became greater than his fear of going home. On the long walk back, he would have spent time regretting how he’d blown the money, wondering how his father would respond.
When the father finally sees him far off, his focus isn’t on the “sin”. His focus is on his son. Nothing could cancel out the father’s love.
Sometimes we wander off. Squander our energy. Our time. Our money. Our heart. Waste that precious resource on something or someone that doesn’t serve us. That isn’t worthy of the sacrifice. We end up in a pickle. Feeling lost. Feeling unsure how to put things right.
In these moments, God is not sitting angrily in judgement over us. God is there with us, waiting with compassion, until we are ready to change. Until we are ready to realize we are very tired, hungry, empty. Ready for a new way. Ready to come home.
Those times in our lives when we wander off, make mistakes, hit dead ends, don’t make us any more or less beautiful or sacred in God’s eyes. They are part of our story, part of what has shaped us. God’s grace is with us, not despite our mistakes, but with us in our mistakes.
We are all on a gentle road home towards God. We are journeying towards knowing that deep down, we are God’s beloved children. This is our deepest identity. The deepest truth of who we are. We journey towards seeing ourselves as God sees us: Worthy. Beloved. Held.
No matter how bad a mistake you make, no matter how much of a mess you get yourself into, nothing you can do can cancel out God’s love. The road home is waiting. The front door is wide open.
Deep peace and blessings.
Rev. Anne Baxter Smith
Pastor of the Church at Southpoint
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